This week also sucks!!

Man the last two weeks didn't just suck they fucking blew!! First I took the van to the dealership to be fixed cause we bought the damn warranty, they didn't get me loaner can until Friday, they lost my warranty info, then the warranty company sent an inspector to make sure of the parts needed, then Elena made the biggest mess in her room not once but twice, JR couldn't come home, and that was just last week. This week they have yet to fix the damn van, the weather is making it hard for me to breathe, and JR still can't come home (well he can but only for a day!!) It makes me want to scream!! JR has been working his ass off for the last 3 weeks and he can't even get more than a day off?? WTF?? It just pisses me off. My family will be the first ones to talk shit if he does come home for more than just a day. Never mind that others in the same damn family and work crew have been slacking off and taking days off just for the hell of it. I'm telling yall this has been a shitty few weeks. Usually I'm tougher than this but everything is hitting me all at once. I know I have to have a tougher skin than this and stick it out but there is only so much bullshit I can shovel around be for I loose it!! It's ok I can handle it. I'm not gonna give anyone the satisfaction of thinking that I can't handle shit on my own.

Ok enough bitching.........

Elena is now learning colors!! I'm so proud of my kiddo!! She can say and recognize the colors pink, blue, white, and yellow. I'm also happy that my flowers that we planted are blooming out nicely. I'm also starting to plan my birthday party. So I just wanted to share what's going on in my world. Love to all!!

Just thinking about this......

I was watching a thing on TV last night about bullying. It got me to thinking, when did it go from a small push on the playground and kids dusting themselves off and going on with their day to kids saying things on myspace/facebook/twitter and name calling leading to kids hurting themselves?? I don't get it. I was taught "sticks and stones break my bones but words will never hurt me" what happened to that?? I have never been skinny by no means I have been called everything from fat to whale. Sure it hurt but I was taught to stand up to that crap. Yeah sure sometimes I believed that they were right that I was ugly. But ya know what when I said "So what. Who cares what they think. I know that I'm a good person. So what if I'm fat. They say that I'm ugly but by saying that to me that makes them uglier." Kids take things people say and what is online WAY to seriously. What gets me is it's not only kids that are doing it too. I know some grown folks do this to one another. I'm not talking 18 or 19 year olds that do it I'm talking GROWN women, 23-30 year old women acting like little kids. It's so damn stupid. Who really gives a shit that some 23 year old kid called you a fat or ugly on her damn twitter page?? Damn this bullying crap is so stupid. How in the hell do we as adults expect kids to stop it when we don't set the example?? We need to realize that words can hurt not just the people we say them to but the others who see others doing it and thinking it is OK. I know that I'm not perfect that I have said somethings to people or about someone that was hurtful. Everyone has done it we are all human. Shit happens. I as a parent I want my kids to tell me if they are being bullied that they don't have to go though that alone. I will teach my kids to stand up for themselves and say "hey I don't care what you say I know who I am and I'm proud to be me!!" My prayer is that this subject will be gone and long forgotten by the time my kids reach the age of teenager. Thanks for listening to my soap box speech. I hope that someone will see this and it will help someone. Love to all!!

My First Blog (well here)

Hello my peeps!! I just got into this thing so bare with me. So much is going on right now JR is back doing construction work again. I'm not thrilled with it but he is providing for our family. Elena is now 2 years old and goes 100mph all day everyday!! Lord help me!! I can't beleive how big she has gotten. What happened to my little baby?? All I have now is this big bratty kid!! LOL I plan to take some online courses to keep myself sane, but then again no body ever said that I was sane!! LOL We got a new mini van (yes I said mini van people!!) I can't beleive I have a soccer mom mobile!! YIKES!! I do love it though. For once it's not red or white!! Every car/truck I've owned was either two colors RED or WHITE. Thank God the pattern was broken!! We went up to Oklahoma (aka Hill Billie hell!!) and saw the inlaws. It was a good visit. Didn't win shit in the casino but hey that's why it's called gambling, right?? JR and I are trying to have another baby but not really (in other words if it happens, it happens). My family and I are back on speaking and social terms again but that is all part of being a family. We can always find a way to get back together. Other than that it's pretty much the same. I have other blogs on my Myspace page feel free to check em out!! www.myspace.com/jamielovesjr